It is 2am on a
Tuesday. Sailor’s Pub is a pub in the outskirts of Baghdad. The manager, who
also tends bar, is preparing to close the bar for the night. All customers have
left and the pub is quiet. When he looks down the bar, he sees an older man
with a scruffy beard and baggy eyes. The man is sitting quietly alone with his
head down and a glass of whiskey in his hand. The manager walks over to the man
to see if he is alright. The man lifts his head slightly and whispers, “I’m not
a bad person.”
“What?” says the
manager.
“I did it to
survive…does that make me a bad man?” says the man.
The manager realizes
that he cannot just kick the man out of the bar. The man is clearly troubled,
so he pours himself a glass of whiskey and asks, “What is your name?”
The man replies,
“Sinbad.”
“Well, Sinbad, tell me
what is bothering you,” the manager softly says.
At this point in time,
Sinbad raises his head to stare directly into the manager’s eyes. With a
surprisingly calm demeanor, Sinbad dives into the story of his fourth voyage….
“You see, I was once a
merchant. I sailed many voyages. The fourth of my seven voyages brought out the
worst in me. We were sailing the great sea when our ship wrecked on an island.
Me and my crew were captured by some inhabitants of the island. These
people…they were…they were crazy. They drugged my crew, taking over their
brains. I refused to take the drug because I knew I must keep my wits about me.
They began to fatten my crew up like they were pigs for slaughter. One night…my
crew just disappeared from our sleeping area.”
At this point both the
manager and Sinbad take a large sip of whiskey, and the manager softly says,
“Continue.”
Sinbad continues.
“The next day I was
walking around the camp looking for my crew…All I found was human remains. They
had been eaten by these cannibals. I knew, then, that I must make a move at an
escape. I waited till no one was watching and I bolted. I ran as fast as I
could through the jungle, ducking and dodging trees. When I hit the shore, there
was a merchant ship anchored. The merchants were kind enough to take me in.”
The manager
intercedes, “Well, escaping without your crew doesn’t make you a bad person.
There was nothing you could do.”
“It gets worse…”
Sinbad replies as he takes another sip of whiskey.
“The merchants took me
to their island. They gave me many treasures and treated me with much care.
They even gave me a beautiful wife to marry….”
He continues telling
the story of living in peace on the island.
“One day my wife
became very sick and eventually disease took her. I was devastated. What came
next was even worse. It was custom for a widower to be buried alive with the
remains of the dead spouse… They snagged me and lowered me into a tomb deep in
the ground with minimal provisions to survive. I began to give up hope on the
fifth day….But then…then…”
Sinbad trails off and
looks away. His eyes begin watering. He chokes up and does not know if he can
continue. The manager lets Sinbad sit in silence for a few moments before
putting his hand on Sinbad’s shoulder and softy saying, “You don’t have to
continue if you don’t wish to.”
“I need to. I need to
clear my mind of this,” Sinbad replied. He took the last gulp of whiskey and
the manager gave him a refill. He took a deep breath and continued.
“On the fifth day in
the tomb, another couple was lowered into the hole. The woman was the one
alive. She had a fresh amount of provisions. I…I needed to survive…I had to
make it home. I killed her.”
Sinbad begins to cry
but continues telling the story.
“I killed every person
who came down the hole, and I stole their provisions. I am a bad person!”
Sinbad is frantically
weeping. The manager tries for another thirty minutes to calm Sinbad down. When
Sinbad finally calms down, he explains how he stole jewels from the tomb and
escaped through a tunnel that an animal dug out. He found his way home and sold
the jewels for money, all of the jewels except one necklace. It was the
necklace of the first woman he killed in the tomb. He keeps it to remind him of
the things he’s done.
By this time, it is
nearly 4am and Sinbad has stopped crying. The manager explains that everyone
does bad things, but that doesn’t make them a bad person. He assures Sinbad
that there is still time to turn his life around and do some good. He then
walks Sinbad out, and they shake hands. At this point, Sinbad thanks him for
listening, and the manager then closes the bar and goes home.
Author's Note:
Sinbad went on seven
voyages that all ended with him shipwrecked and finding a way home. The fourth
voyage involved him being buried alive and killing innocent people lowered into
the tomb. It was easily the worst thing that Sinbad had to do to survive, so I
imagine it took a toll on him. I decided to write the story about the toll it
took on him by having Sinbad finally tell the story of his survival after many
years of holding it in. In my story, Sinbad was very ashamed about what he did,
but refused to retell the story. When someone has a secret that they are
ashamed of, it can slowly eat away at their conscience. It is better for
someone to talk out their feelings with another person, whether that be a
therapist or, in this case, a friendly bartender. Alcohol can sometimes loosen
up a person’s lips, and allow them to spill their feelings. Sinbad finally
could not hold in his secrets anymore. Afterwards, Sinbad could finally move on
with his life after letting go of his past. This is an overarching theme in
life, you must let go of the past to move on with your future.